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Shipper pirate queen aye
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Powered up by chocolate and tea, and with a love for cats and video games and the likes. Heck yeah.

So hi my name is Pixi, you can call me that. Real name is for those to use who know it. c: I'm 22 years old, I look like I'm 17 or something, but trust me I'm as old as I say, unfortunately. I dont like being this old.

I also answer to the titles of shipper pirate queen who reigns the silence that kills, the second-rate smut dealer and ultimate rules breaker. Also AU enthusiast is a yes-yes.

I write way too much, I ship things that I probably shouldnt, I start things that I never finish because I have too much on my plate already at all times, I'm overly ambitious which is not a good thing with me at all, I adore pretty men no matter if fictional or real, I have a need to ramble at all times, I'm addicted to YouTubers and I totally forgot the last thing I was going to say. This happens all the time. Oh yes and I'm extremely slow on answering to comments some times cause I get overwhelmed real easily and dont know what to say oh gosh.

I write, therefore I'm an aspiring a writer. Dont say you are an aspiring anything. Just say that you ARE an artist. It doesnt matter if you are good or bad at what you do, as long as you do that shit every day, you ARE AN ARTIST. Thank you to these inspirational words to one of the most important and inspiring men of my life, Leigh Daniel "Danny Y. Sexbang" Avidan.

Speaking of which, I am madly in love with a bunch of YouTubers. Does Game Grumps, Steam Train, Ninja Sex Party, JonTron, Dodger, Markiplier, ProJared and bunch of others say anything to you? Yes? No? Well gimme a holler I love all of them and you should too.

Talk to me. I'm nice. I think. Okay I'm annoying and clingy, but before that I'm pretty nice so yay. I also like making new friends so~!

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This is nothing serious, dont worry. I guess.

Its just.. I took some time this morning to map out some character things for myself for the trilogy. And now I'm just sad cause there is an ending.
For example, I have everything planned for Alex from the very beginning to the very end. I know the highlights and the lows of his life better than the insides of my pockets and while I'm extremely happy about this since now no plotholes can sneak up on me whenever I do stuff with him, its just..
I know there is an end to all of this. I know eventually I'm going to run out of stuff to do with him, at least canonically, and it just fucking breaks my heart. Same goes with every character here, especially on the antagonist side that I unfortunately love more than the protagonist sides of pretty much each of the stories, but with Alex its just like.. Everything's ready and scripted for him. I know where he starts, where he goes from there, what happens here, where it all ends. I know everything.

While I'm glad I do know everything about him and his past now, its just.. I've been working with this man for over a year and a half now. The original design for him was from the beginning of June of 2013. I've never changed anything in his design, not the characteristics, not the looks, not the name. He has been Alex Harper to me ever since and I'm very fucking proud of him.
The thing is.. Now that I know everything and there is the end, I dont know what I'm going to do with my life afterwards. What happens when I'm all done with him and the story and the trilogy and everyone else? It might still take like a year or two, hell in year and a half I've only gotten one full part done, second one half done and then there are little scraps of everything in between just all over the place, but still. It will end eventually.

And I have no idea where the fuck I'm gonna go after I'm done dealing with his beautiful ass.

I've never had this problem before. Mostly cause I'm never this attached to characters or work this long with a single project or a character. This whole trilogy is a passion project tho, so its gonna last a long while. But it doesnt mean its not going to end. Cause it will. Eventually I'm just going to run out of things. And then what? You think I can replace the hole of Alex Harper in my life with someone else? Cause thats not going to happen. Ever.
And it just makes me so ultimately sad to think about.


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Bandwagoning; how did you find my account and why did you watch me? 

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MistressHarper Featured By Owner 18 hours ago   Writer
Aaaaaaaaaah I love it thank youuuu! <3 
LilMissTrickster Featured By Owner 18 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome <3
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thank you kindly for faving! :hug:
H0ly-Gh0st Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
>still not over the fact we have the same timezone
but yeahhh we didnt talked
and why not
but yeah how are you and hope you have a nice day <3 (or...night,eh xD.Since we have the same timezone and is 8:36 PM over here as I type this so.)
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